unravelled

i always though you were gentle
delicate and such
smooth like fresh layed pavement
but your more like gravel than i
care to admit
and you told me to unwind
but instead i unravelled
being to get dizzy in this city
of blinding lights
and its not to light or to dark
whether you feel when we are appart
that its too long since you've been gone
and there are no words to say
what helps me through the day
is knowing what you feel shoulda coulda might be real
and i feel,
i feel
i feel as though i'm float through mid air
but not like a feather,
like a fraight train off a bridge
horn blowing and water coming into view
and knowing that its through
but not wanting to see
so i close my eyes hoping
hoping it'll dissappear on me