lesser

I find it strange to think
18 years gone by
and I have not found the
thing i seak
a cause worth to die

I travel through life the
struggle and strife without
much of a thought
while others solider on
more battles to be fought

I've never gone hungery
for long
felt my stomach yell at me
never looked at water
when it was brown and
filled with dirt
out of a bottle
or a tap
was quite good enough for me

am learning lesser lessons
for not struggling these
or is the daily quest for
reason enough of a task
for me