forgetting

i think you might be the most beautiful thing i've ever seen
and i know i've said it before
that sunset over the lakes and
the sunrise on the mountain but
i think i mean it this time
i think those eyes could mean a life time of smiles and i
finally understand what its like

to get your breathe taken away

to feel your heart start to race for no other reason then
i see you

and i finally understand sweaty palms and stammering and
how running away seems like the better option...
but im trapped
and thats how i want to be
close to you but its also torturous
to know that you have no idea
how tortured you make me feel and..

and...

and i forget what to say
how to laugh
what to do
how to hug
how to smile
did i smile
how to be interesting
how to be me
you make me feel more alive then i've ever been and yet
you make me forget how to be me