this is not me

this is not me
this is not who i am or what i am or what defines me
i'm not being real
i'm not being who i really am so that you cannot touch
who i may turn out to be
and its is not me
this is not me that you see this is your impression of me and nothing more
a short blond 5 foot 4 who may have brains
and may not be what you think i am
prep jock weird crazily confident in a self concious way
and this is not me
this is not me because you haven't taken the time
so say hello
or goodbye
or seen me laugh smile or cry
and this is not me
this is the mask i wear so that i am who i wanna be
and you see what you wanna see
and this is not me
this is not me
this is not me
but what if it is
what would you do
would you know it
if you saw it
would you know truth over lies
or do you choose not to know
somethings are better left untold
this is not me
?
?
?