between the lines

the times in life when we most need to be alone
are the times we most yearn for company
for times when we are afraid of our own thoughts
and what we might realize when we take a second to stop
and realize what they mean

but we don't want that
we never want to hear
what we actually think
and yet we never want to hear
its going to be alright
because we know its the truth

we want to live in that blissful place between lies
between the ones we tell ourselves
between the ones we tell others
between teh ones we hear
and the ones we know

and the truth
were the wrong and the right
the pain and the lies
where it all collides

and crashes